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I was somewhat flabbergasted when I learned that not everyone has this same busy brained internal dialogue! I find that the more I can try to give compassionate attention without freaking out, the quieter things stay. Quite honestly managing all the mental noise feels an awful lot like parenting my own children - walking that line of attention and reassurance without falling down into neurotic anxiety or obsessing that makes everything worse. Can you co-regulate internally? I don’t know but I hope so 😅… Sometimes I think I’m the most difficult child of the bunch.

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I think that's a great analogy-managing our thoughts is like tending to our children. My husband's volume dial doesn't move nearly as easily as mine. It takes very little to get my brain overworking. A gentle response feels key rather than getting angry at the way mine works. Also, understanding that there are some thoughts that will come unbidden but there are also things I can do that don't stir my thoughts up into a pack of angry bees (like be more thoughtful about when to listen to a podcast, be thoughtful about book choices, etc).

You are years ahead of me to even know about noticing and curiosity. And I'm so glad.

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I really enjoy your bike rides sketches, and the photos too. It’s a nice way to travel with you and follow your creative journey.

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Thanks Susan. They are such life giving daily adventures. I always come back with a full heart (that is, until I have to walk my bike up the steep hill to our house!).

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Sounds lovely.

Oh I miss the hills in the Netherlands!!

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